First Romance

Hello world!
Its a dark cloudy day just now while im sitting with my hubby @begana resto. We just talked (husband n wife talk u dont want to hear definetely *lol), we basically talked about "us" how blessed we are, how amazing God, and how super cute our son. (dont get bored first please lol) we always talk and talk about everything yes EVERYTHING. We named this "quality time" (hubby just asked if im writing and i said yes) how romantic.

Suddenly i remembered i was saying this to a new couple "Dijaga keromantisannya sampe oma opa yah" (lol). Oo i dont know about you, call me naif, childish, or girly haha but i always wanted to feel this way. Im proudly pronounce that im 30, sexy, happy and loved! And i feel like i can move a mountain, i feel like i can do everything, i feel like nothings too hard in this world, nothings bad in this world. Inside of me is like BURSTING like crazy. Can you feel it? Can you feel it?

Now suddenly i got a glimpse of a bible verse in my head (nah, you'll know i'll get into the WORD sometimes right?) ..

Namun demikian Aku mencela engkau,
karena engkau telah meninggalkan kasihmu yang semula. Why2:4

Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love. Rev2:4

Back to the first love is very important. Meninggalkan kasih yang semula biasanya gak kerasa, tapi to get back to the first love is a MUST. In our marriage, we got bored sometimes, tired of working and building, we slipped into a flat life of our marriage. But all we got to do is bursting every effort to make it full of excitement justike the first time we found out we had fall in love each other. And it took EVERY EFFORT to finally comes back to our first love. (kabur dari kantor hanya demi nonton berdua, ninggalin max di omanya demi kita jalan2 berdua, batalin janji dgn anak rohani karena we desperately need each other, need to hold hand upsss*) Everything we do, just to get back to our first romance, gimana Deg2an nya, heart pumping nya, gregetnya, auww its backk! YES IT SHOULD BE BACK!

You know, now its GOD. And HE deserved every effort for us to finally get back to the first love. So hows your first love with God? Have u ever meet again with those feeling; when you feel you can do evrything just to haveHim, when u you said that you'll do everything for Him, and you will serve Him no matter what. Remember about the first tears on your face when you met Him face to face and how it change your whole life, how it heals your heart. And how about when you really missed His presence and you catch Him where ever you go. Go back there now! Go back there soon! Its your source, infact He is your source. Go back there for your own sake. First love bukan dipertahankan, first love dibangun setiap hari. Sesuatu yang dibangun setiap hari, pasti bertahan. Go back there!

Let me continue the verse:
Sebab itu ingatlah betapa dalamnya engkau telah jatuh! Bertobatlah dan lakukanlah lagi apa yang semula engkau lakukan. Jika tidak demikian, Aku akan datang kepadamu dan Aku akan mengambil kaki dianmu dari tempatnya, jikalau engkau tidak bertobat. Why2:5

Remember therefore from where you have fallen, and repent and do the first works; but if not, I am coming to you quickly and I will remove your lampstand out of its place, unless you repent. Rev2:5

To not having 'the first love' is SIN; in fact its the beginning of SIN and other SINS. Its the beginning dari adanya perselingkuhan dan perzinahan di keluarga, di pernikahan, dan di hubungan pertunangan. REMEMBER HOW FAR YOU HAVE FALL. And we should REPENT.

GO BACK THERE SOON! how?
"Lakukanlah lagi apa yang semula engkau lakukan"

God said jealousy (Yes, He is jealous of you) "Aku akan mengambil kaki dianmu dari tempatnya, jikalau engkau tidak bertobat" Wow, its so serious. This notes suddenly so serious just like those Words. Apa sih kaki dian? Kaki dian itu seperti lampu yang bikin kita jadi keliatan ketika kita ada di dalam gelap; it means kaki dian itu membuat kita dilihat orang, dihargai orang. Kaki dian itu gambaran kesuksesan kita (you name it). And again God said jealousy "Aku akan mengambil kaki dianmu dari tempatnya ..." (it might be your job, your hobby, your boy/girl friend, etc) Who is your God now? Your boyfriend? Your girlfriend? He will take him/her from you seriously. So please, go back there!

So, last thing (it should be the first thing i asked rite, but let me just ask you now:) HOW ARE YOU? HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY? Hows your love life with GOD? Where is your first love? GO BACK THERE, SERIOUSLY!