How much do you want HIM?

WHAT IS THE POINT BEING SOMEWHERE WHERE PEOPLE DOESNT WANT YOU TO BE THERE?

This question has been haunting me since last Sunday. I was leading worship in the 2nd Thebridge Service and i was standing there lift up my hand, my head, my heart to God and just WANT HIM more. My heart realized that, My body language expressed that, and my tears was the FINAL expression. Some words HIT me that says "GOD WILL NEVER AROUND IN A PLACE WHERE PEOPLE DOESN'T WANT HIM" ("Tuhan tidak hadir ditempat DIA tidak diinginkan")

And few second on that stage, i was SPEECHLESS and asking GOD "God please i want YOU, they want YOU .. please be here, and not just be here, but RULE within us among us. BE the KING among us. I want You, i was saying with the heart that SOLD OUT without shame and abandoning the sweats all over my body; i was so broken and i just so WANT HIM. That second, i was like alone standing there, i forgot there were a musician, and singers. I just want HIM, and i INSIST GOD.

So i will throw this question to you all, so you all can have something to meditate today, or maybe something to add your revelation, or maybe just a reminder for you. Enjoy!

"HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT GOD?"

Psalm 73:25
"Siapa gerangan ada padaku di sorga selain Engkau? Selain Engkau tidak ada yang kuingini di bumi.
"Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee.

As a quite famous girl in high school *rolling eyes*, of course there's a boys line up to be my boyfriend. lol* this one is true and i cant find another examples as good as this guys *sigh* So please stop laughing! lol
Oke so, in order of choosing who should i picked *lol* i would CHECK which one is the MOST CRAZY about me, and i would say YES to the one who WANT me really really really WANT me even he should be embarrassed by his ACT of WANTING ME (not in the secret place, but IN THE PUBLIC PLACE)

and you know what, so is GOD. i didn't say that GOD is a GIRL, but we (male and female) were created in the image of GOD. Have you noticed that WE (male and female) has GOD's IMAGE. and i believe HE IS AS STRONG AS A STRONGEST MAN BUT HE IS AS SOFT AS A SOFTEST FEMALE. BUT HE is not a girl. HE PUT His nature into Male and Female; different but EQUAL and HIS image. How cool is that, huh?

Well, When He's not around, and when you CANT FEEL Him .. its time for you to check your heart "DO I STILL WANT GOD? HOW MUCH I WANT GOD?" Because ..

WHAT IS THE POINT OF BEING AROUND YOU WHEN YOU DON'T WANT HIM

David has this desire, BIG and CRAZY desire. Read again those Psalm above; There is no one i want in this earth beside YOU. What a desire and what a love. Today, if you are far from GOD, its not because He leave you, hey you are the one who leave HIM. Today, if your cell group is DRY, its not because God doesnt want to bless your cellgroup, its maybe because no one in the cell group WANT HIM? Because ..

WHAT IS THE POINT OF BEING AROUND YOU WHEN YOU DON'T WANT HIM

Today, if our church is DRY, and you feel that you know that .. then somethings is missing. Its not wrong DOING lots of thing, its not wrong DOING PROGRAMS, its not wrong .. its not wrong .. Today, if the atmosphere is NO GOD, its not because HE doesn't want to be there, here with us. Because ..

WHAT IS THE POINT OF BEING AROUND US WHEN WE DON'T WANT HIM

As a leader, as a person, as a son or a daughter, as a servant, any title you have .. i just want to ask you to do something together with me. LETS WANT HIM, lets build the atmosphere of WANTING HIM more; at your home, in the cell group, in the church, in every meeting we have; lets come with the heart that WANTING HIM more. This level of WANTING HIM should grow, grow, grow ..

When we WANT HIM, we'll do EVERYTHING to HAVE HIM, even in the MOST DRY Atmosphere we will still stand up and want HIM. Even everybody seems doesn't WANT HIM, the one who WANT HIM will BREAK the ATMOSPHERE and will CHANGE the ATMOSPHERE. why? its because the brokenness of wanting HIM. Your body language will show it, your ACT will show it, your words will show it, even you wont be embarrassed to do anything just to HAVE HIM, because you have THE LONGING and THE DESIRE. THE WANTING of HIM will haunt you each breath you take.

This longing, This desire has change me. and i believe this same longing, and this same desire like DAVID has, will change you as well. wow i cant wait to see and to feel the change.

Okay, now you know what to do .. im gonna leave you for now.
I pray for you and i love you all.
Cheers,